Archive for April, 2005

..::MEMORY::..

Thursday, April 28th, 2005

Midnight - not a sound from the pavement.
Has the moon lost her memory,
She is smiling alone.
In the lamplight, the withered leaves collect at my feet,
And the wind begins to moan.

Memory - all alone in the moonlight.
I can dream at the old days,
Life was beautiful then.
I remember the time I knew what happiness was.
Let the memory live again.

Every street light seems to beat a fatalistic warning.
Someone mutters and the streetlamp gutters,
and soon it will be morning.

Daylight, I must wait for the sunrise.
I must think of a new life,
And I mustn’t give in.
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too,
And a new day will begin.

Burnt out ends of smokey days,
the stale cold smell of morning.
The streetlamp dies, another night is over,
another day is dawning.

Touch me, it’s so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun.
If you touch me, you’ll understand what happiness is.
Look, a new day has begun.

only one

Wednesday, April 20th, 2005


Broken this fragile thing now
And I can’t, I can’t pick up the pieces
And I’ve thrown my words all around
But I can’t, I can’t give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there’s just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can’t, I can’t hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can’t, I can’t get up when you’re gone
And something’s breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won’t walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there’s just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there’s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

FRIENDS

Tuesday, April 19th, 2005

Just a piece of my mind. I think friends should learn to respect their friend’s privacy. It’s not that they don’t want to help you out. But you’ve got to learn when to let go.

holidays

Sunday, April 17th, 2005

you might think that the holidays is a hell lot of fun.. but to think about it.. it doesn’t seem to be what it’s all cracked up to be… sure.. you’ll have great fun in planning all the activities that you want to do during your break.. but when the time actually comes, people tend to forget what they really want to do.. and just ‘goes with the flow’ with whatever their mood that day takes them… i’m not saying that all the planning before the holidays is a complete waste of time.. it’s just that.. not all people follow awhat they plan to do..i repeat… NOT ALL people.. you might… sometimes.. find someone who actually follows every single plan that’s written down in their daily notes… and i guess it is fair to say that.. you dont find that quality in many people… but never the less.. you have to admit that without planning ahead your activities during the hols.. you’ll be left completely without a clue.. of what you want to do of course… haha.. another thing about the holidays is that when it becomes too long… some people tend to get bored… maybe some of you out there disagree with me… but i think that it’s a fact.. you see.. especially students… when it’s the middle of semester.. they’ll go.."When’s the holidays gonna start?" or "Tak sabar nak cuti lepas habis exam".. but when it comes to the middle of the holidays.. some of them might go.."When’s semester going to start? I need to register my courses." or "Boring nyer duk rumah. Kalau study tak lah seboring nie."… i cant be sure about others.. but for me.. thats what happens.. you know why?.. because.. i’m going to do practically everything that can satisfy my ‘teenage needs’ as fast as i could… like there’s no tomorrow… haha… ok.. thats all on my mind right now.. i’ll write some more.. when i feel like to… hahah