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Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

a total new experience for me.. i went to study for my marketing communications xm at SK’s mcD today.. thinking that it was one of the 24 hour outlets like what you get in KLIA.. we had to pack our belongings and drive back by 2am… even tho there were a lot of loud people there.. it was fun.. duhh.. it’s mcD’s! just saying the name makes me hungry.. lol..was hoping for a spot of drag race on the way back.. but no takers.. maybe everyone in cj was bz with midterms.. hehe… anyway, still up now.. hoping against all odds that i will have enough strength mentally to get me thru the night reading copious amounts of information.. thank god it’s one of the more ‘fun’ subjects… if it was production planning and management, i would’ve given up and dropped dead sound asleep on my bed tht never stops calling me to join it in sailing the never ending sails of the dream realm.. seriously!..

thanx to mr McDonald for giving me n my friends an alternative place to load our brains with.

ps: and thanx for dinner

azhariah.. my ROCK.. i’ll love her till the day i die. if GOD permits, even after. she is my force, always will be. supermom. no one. NO ONE could ever replace her. strong yet gentel. stern yet loving. i pray, that she will be loved just as the way she has loved us. and i pray that she will get everything that she had hoped for, from us, from me. it was no stroll in the park for her, i know. sacrifices. LOADS of them. i never understood them. but now i do. and i appreciate them. and i LOVE her every second of the way, every particle of her living soul, every breath she takes. she lives in me. her spirit. i kind of miss her. even though i see her every week. but i miss her. and lately i miss her even more. i just dont know why. now i can write a million things about her. i could. but i wont. it would be such a waste. because no word, no phrase, could even come close to describing her.

i love u mama…

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