..::OverrateD::..

The work load that they are dumping on our lifeless minds now days are ridiculous! they set the standards ever so high, and they dont give a damn on how we reach them. Seriously! Students today are resulting in outsourcing their homwork. Some have claimed that "It doesnt matter how you get the job done, just get it done." ane it’s down right true! Yes, the education standards today is increasing. Yes, it is necessary to push students so that they can let lose their untapped resources within. But is it worth it for causing such a decline in the quality of work? Or in the decreasing value that students are supposedly receiving? Does it matter to students today, what they get from actually doing their work properly? The satisfied feeling of producing something that is born from your own blood and sweat? Well ladies and gents, the terrifying answer is NO, NO and NO. Marks are all that matters, nothing else. The more you get, the brighter hope of passing. Some even study for the sake of marks! An understatement may have been made. What I really wanted to say was that the MAJORITY of students study for the sake of marks. So, if you’re a student, think it over. Sleep on it. Take it for a bath, or whatever just so long as you mull things over in your brains that suffer the risk of bursting into flames because of information overload.

to all fakers out there… get a life!!

today the fire alarm went off dozens of times during research method class. a bit annoying really. worked a temper out of our lecturer. it was in our new FIT building (FIT=Faculty of IT). GOD thet room stank! the smell was repulsive. it was kind of a mixture of… i can’t even describe it!. the air conditionin gsystem wasn’t even working for the first half of the class. anyhow, when the alarm wen’t off for the fifth time,a couple of my friends shouted ‘FIRE!’ (including me :P). well, it was better than sitting there and enjoy your head being split into two by the ear splitting alarm. one of them actually went out. maybe they thought it was a real fire. (sigh) things that happen in MMU. well, i’m off to class. yes, an 8pm class. another one of MMU’s wonders.

adiós

why do we always think that what we do is the right thing to do and not the wrong thing to do but unless you do it properly is wrong but if you dont do it it still is considered as wrong unless people think it is right but not all of them might have the same peception of the idea which may lead them to think that what right thing we do is wrong or what wrong thing we do is right but unless we try to explain to them the trueness of the action they’ll end up making predictions of their own? well, its a subjective matter really. complicated. and i say "what the hell, it’s your rights!"

another semester passed. i’ll be ending my second year in no time. and soon comes graduation. dont really know what’s going to happen. i mean i have plans. but not sure whether they’ll take place or not. really mind boggling, futures. there’s so many possibilities.

i hate him…
i hate him for the late nights
i hate him for the long absence
i hate him for the promises not kept
i hate him for how he treats her
i hate him for how he treats us
i hate him for being annoying
i hate him for being angry
i hate him for never having the time
i hate him for being selfish
i hate him for being a joker
i hate him for being helpful when i need him
i hate him for doing his job
i hate him for being the person that he is
i hate him for being picky
i hate him for getting every answer correct
i hate him for always being there for me
i hate him for being a shoulder to cry on
i hate him for loving me
i hate him for loving us
i hate him because…
i hate him because i adore him
i hate him because i miss the days
i hate him because i’m angry
i hate him because i love him

It’s been more than a month since we’ve been assigned this accursed online course. But one question still lingers in my overly abused brain so to speak, "How???". Notice the excess of question marks? I don’t know about the others, but i still can’t do the bloody thing. I tried consulting the "people-in-charge", but so far as I’m concerned, not even a single feedback. Is it just a matter of me not knowing what to do even if the instructions are right under my crooked nose, or something else. And as the icing on the cake, the date line is coming ever so fast. PEOPLE help me…

Another holiday passed, makes you wonder just how fast time flies by when you’re enjoying yourself. Tomorrow I’ll be starting my first day in my second year of my busy life in MMU. [Sigh..] A part of me feels glad to be stepping forward into my second year [makes you fell more matured, doesn't it? *wink~] But another part is holding me back. It makes it look like MMU is just waiting with bated breath to take its loyal students back in and fill them up with all the information and experience it holds within its heavily guarded walls of glass. Yet, little that they know, [they referring to the wise and old academician members] that we, their students didn’t even get near enough time to regenerate our minds, in other words, to empty our brains of last semester’s texts. BUT, as a student, part-time or full, you learn to except the low points of your institution, even how harsh or rash their system might be, hey! YOU STUDY THERE. So quit complaining! But one thing that I’m happy about this end-year break is that, I got to learn a lot of new stuff. One thing is "live life to the fullest, because you’ll never know what’s going to happen to you tomorrow". This just shows that time is just wasted if you let it slip by without filling it up with all the memory that you could squeez into your tiny brain. Next lesson, "Get to know as many people that you can". I mean, you’ll regret it if you dont. People are a very interesting species. You’ll be surprised at how much emotions a single human being could inflict upon you. Third lesson learnt, "Learn new things." I personally learnt how to open up to people more this break. Not to mention singing and dancing! Even got to play sports that made my whole body ache. A very enchanting person, I must say, once told me, "You dont need to be preety to be confident, darling". Don’t be afraid to show your true colors.[One minute to colors, sir!]. The most important thing that has really placed an impact upon me is that, "Learn to have fun once in a while". Just imagine the wonders that it brings when you’re having actual FUN. It just feels that nothing in this whole wide world can stop you [except God's will].

ECP06 -ALAM- in memory

I was wondering to myself. What could possibly lead all those people to be writing in BLOGS. Come to think of it, it’s just no different that writing in an old and trusty diary except for the part where other people get to read your thoughts. I’ve been through a fair number of blogs myself. Some just like to make it simple and often leads you to question marks wondering "What the hell is this person trying to say?!" It’s more like a daily journal of what they do rather than what they feel. But some. Hate to say this, but they tend to get all mushy and stuff. Not that its wrong. Be all mushy as you want for all I care. The thing is, don’t they even think about who reads their blogs? I was one of those "dungbrains" before "pouring my heart out in my blog", but after I received a couple of, what do you call them when they reply you? Yeah.. comments. I started to be, lets say more aware of my surroundings. You’ll never know who’s going to be the next person reading your so called "stories". For all we know, there just may be someone out there STALKING us. Nightmare!! I recently came across a blog by someone in my university, well not that recent. Well she was like telling everyone every single thing that she feels, every second maybe. The details may be a bit obscured, but you can figure it out in an instance what the "drama" is all about. And I saw some of the comments that people wrote to her ( Some I just bet that even she doesn’t know). They were downright cruel! They were saying alot of bad stuff, you know the ones that when you read them you get immensly agitated or sometimes maybe even broken hearted. I know, if ever anyone out there were to read this post, they will be thinking "What the HELL do you care. Sukehati dorang laa!!" It’s not like I’m trying to pursuade you guys to stop blog writting this moment. It’s just what I feel like writing. My thoughts, and it doesn’t get any deeper than this! In my opinion, thoughts are very important. Just admit it. If I dind’t post this, there wouldn’t be much going around. That makes it even more important to convey it CORRECTLY to the rest of the beings who have the gift to read without getting things mixed up……

lil xXx

AT LAST!!!!… Master freed Dobby!!… No just kidding. Exams over. All those contemplation over the books are over. Well one things happen right to me in this part of the year. HOLIDAYS! Yup. Plain old holidays. I don’t know whether it’s going to be a blast or not cause the plannings are there, it’s just the matter of executioning them. Got plans to go to Sarawak this Tuesday the 17th. Still in the midst of reorganizing the plan. But I’m glad to say that "the fog is getting clearer". It’ll be a great change if I get to go on this excursion. Travelling solo. Hope I’ll get through. Never done so much as shopping on myself let alone going on holidays without someone to drag me around. But no worries. I’ve got something to occupy me during my visit. What that? Well, that remains for me to know and for anyone who cares to find out, which I doubt that anyone will be bothered! Okay. So I’ve made a couple of silly going to dumb mistakes this trimester in MMU. Well, truth be told. it’s more that an innocent couple. Hahaha. But one said to "NEVER GIVE UP"! Hope that that one person is right. Cause sometimes those silly mistake can lead to a lifelong regret. Trust me. I’ve got through a lot of those in my youth. Maybe I’ll get through a couple more just to complete the package…….

There’s a road - long and winding
The lights are blindin’ - but it gets there
Don’t give up - don’t look back
There’s a silver linin’ - it’s out there somewhere
Everybody wants an answer - everybody needs a friend
We all need a shinin’ star on which we can depend
N’ so tonight we’re gonna wish upon a star
We never wished upon before - (to find what you’re
Looking for)
There’ll be times - in your life
Ya when you’ be dancin’ n’ shit - but you ain’t gettin it
But don’t get disillusioned - no, don’t expect too much
Cuz if what you have is all you can get - just keep on
Tryin’ - it just ain’t happened yet
Everybody wants ta be winner - everybody has a dream
We all need a shinin’ star when things ain’t what they seem
So tonight we’re gonna wish upon a star
We never wished upon before - (gotta get where you’re
Headed for)

Everybody wants some kindness - everybody needs a break
We all need a shinin’ star when things get hard to take
So tonight we’re gonna wish upon a star
We never wished upon before